Escaping Gaza City, while reporting on its destruction

In this episode, journalist Malak Tantash recounts her experience of fleeing Gaza City following the Israeli ground invasion that began on September 16. Through voice notes she recorded during her evacuation, she expresses deep sadness and frustration, reminiscing about her life in Gaza, where she lived with her family in what she describes as a beautiful home filled with memories. As evacuation orders were issued, Malak and her family were forced to abandon their home, leaving behind cherished memories and belongings.

Malak narrates her feelings of disbelief as she walks the streets for the last time, bidding farewell to the familiar sights of Gaza City. Living conditions have drastically worsened since the war began; she describes living in a tent, dealing with extreme temperatures, illness, and food scarcity. Despite the hardships, Malak found purpose in her work as a reporter for The Guardian, documenting stories of the suffering and resilience of those in Gaza. She highlights the challenges faced by journalists, especially as many have been targeted during the conflict.

Malak shares the emotional toll of reporting on famine and devastation, revealing that she too has experienced hunger while trying to convey the plight of others. When informed of impending military operations, her family's hopes of stability were shattered once more, prompting them to evacuate once again. Ultimately, Malak reflects on the strength of her connection to the land, stating that despite the dangers, she and many others feel deeply rooted in Gaza and wish to remain there regardless of the circumstances.